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28 June 2007 @ 10:21 pm
Criminy Jim Jim...  
Okay, for reals now: what part of "I'm batshit insane" do people not seem to grasp? I'm not saying it to be cute. I'm saying it because I am seriously miswired in ways that don't have names or disorders attached to them, and yeah, I really like it that way.

I'm obsessive, I'm moody, I take things way too personally and seriously, it's not hard to make me cry. I hear fictional characters talking to me in my head and I'll probably fucking make you want to back away slowly and call the men in white if you argue with me about this or my interpretation of characters. I have my moments where I'm funny and charming and my moments where I'll very likely take your head off over something comparatively minor in the grand scheme of things.

I have insane amounts of stress and I internalize the vast amount of it, which is why you'll see me losing my top over little things. And when people gang up on me, expecting a reaction, then they'll probably get one.

So let me make this clear one more time: I am batshit insane. And right now, I could really, really, really go for a cigarette.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Jaqui: never alonestoryinmypocket on June 29th, 2007 02:33 am (UTC)
Ah loves mah Gew. ♥

*lots and lots of hugs*

Anything I can do to help, let me know.
chaoticsetchaoticset on June 29th, 2007 02:51 am (UTC)
You know what?

I'm batshit insane too.

I don't like it, but...I am.

Sometimes, when someone (especially someone like you) says they're happy about being crazy, I almost just want to enjoy it.
A Guy Named Gooaguynamedgoo on June 29th, 2007 02:28 pm (UTC)
I think it depends on the flavor. Being depressed sucks (I've been there. Still there, in fact), but talking to fictional characters that live in your head is really quite fun.
A Trainwreck in Transitmalakijr on June 29th, 2007 02:55 am (UTC)
*offers free eCigarette*
Amata: ::Hellsing Alucard crazedrougaroux on June 29th, 2007 03:17 am (UTC)
And I love you despite you being batshit insane *hugs tight* And no smoking <3.
childthursdaychildthursday on June 29th, 2007 03:33 am (UTC)
Being batshit insane is a good thing. The world is full of sane people. Crazy people are more fun.
arcvert on June 29th, 2007 03:35 am (UTC)
Batshit insane or not, I still wanna know you.

Take care,
Rook the Librarian: ... I'm a boy. Reallygisho on June 29th, 2007 03:54 am (UTC)
I'd offer you one if I weren't on the other coast. So - good luck, non illegitimi carborundum, and at least there are a goodly number of freaks around LJ to talk to.
Ameliapadparadscha on June 29th, 2007 07:44 am (UTC)
If you're batshit insane, then so am I, because that description sounds familiar. I ARGUE with the characters in my head.
A Guy Named Gooaguynamedgoo on June 29th, 2007 02:41 pm (UTC)
I stopped arguing. I always lose.
slytherinblackslytherinblack on June 29th, 2007 12:13 pm (UTC)
Uh-oh. Wanna vent here about whatever prompted that?
A Guy Named Goo: Fires of Hell by slytherinblackaguynamedgoo on June 29th, 2007 12:54 pm (UTC)
There was really no one thing that prompted it. I was having an all-around bad day yesterday and today's not shaping up to be great, either. I came to the conclusion that the reason it was so bad is people don't seem to want to believe that I really am batshit insane.
slytherinblackslytherinblack on June 29th, 2007 08:17 pm (UTC)
I'll vouch for your insanity if you need me to. [nodnod]
A Guy Named Goo: Doctor Who Ten/Rose Side by effulgent_giaguynamedgoo on June 29th, 2007 08:36 pm (UTC)
Thanks. If you check a couple of posts ago, you're second to take over for me if I'm unable to fulfill my duties as myself. Ana's first, naturally.
slytherinblackslytherinblack on June 30th, 2007 12:27 am (UTC)
So I saw. I think I made a mental note about how I'm like the Speaker of the House Goo.
[Mickey Sixx]: Doctor Who: Doctor - Timemickey_sixx on June 29th, 2007 02:45 pm (UTC)
*offers hugs and your comfort of choice*

I too take things to personally and hear fictional characters in my head. Those who don't hear them are not worth worrying over.