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03 September 2004 @ 03:37 pm
I am still feeling weird. Not really depressed. I guess it's mostly just about being confused, but it's beyond that. It's just...weirdness. I can't describe it, let alone figure out how to go about remedying it. If it's something that needs to be "fixed". I guess my pessimistic attitude tends to interpret "new and unusual" with "bad" when it's actually happening inside of me, but then I think everyone reacts to their own bodies and minds with that degree of pessimism.

Maybe I really am just going insane. Maybe I need to take another "Internet hiatus" and hide from people for a little while again. Usually talking things out with people helps me, but I am not sure who I could talk this kind of thing out with that wouldn't automatically dismiss me as losing my damn mind.
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: "Innocent" by Mike Oldfield
jackals_bitch on September 3rd, 2004 10:09 pm (UTC)
*hugs you tight* I'm sorry. I really wish I was available more to talk these kind of things out with you. ._. But emember, I'm still always here.