I've seen what was said about me, and I don't care anymore. I was going to defend my position, but I told myself after it happened that I was going to take the high road and not mention it once, not even in a locked post, and I am going to stick with that.

I'm tired, I'm depressed, I'm dealing with shit most of you can't even begin to understand, and I am not inclined to trust anyone. So take me off of your flist right now if you think I am that horrible and I will do the same, since if you are waiting for me to tell my side of the story then you're not going to get it. The people who I felt should hear it have already and I am letting it go. Believe whatever you want now.

All I will say is nothing she said in those posts were true, or they were greatly exhaggerated or left out large amounts of important details. And even if it weren't for that, this is a matter of trust. I had my trust broken, and I will not sit by while it's broken again and again and again by other people. I am never going to trust or forgive her, and she's a fool if she thinks I could.